There is a mystic beauty to full moons, we know something is ripening and completing a circle of full transformation of some sort in our lives. Lately I have been nudged with so many signs that are opening up my heart to dare to imagine that I am deserving of happiness, fulfillment, and peace. There is just so much I want to do and so little time, but something has shifted in me, and I am finally understanding how being present and more selective of what I give my energy to, is revealing the world I dream and long for.
I have a very imaginative mind, and as a water sign I can get lost for eons of times inside my world of imagination while also escaping the external pressures of the world around me which can be a lot at times. In going inwardly, I am finding so much I have been longing for and which I mistakenly have tried to find in others. I am allowing myself to enjoy my own company, to dream my own dreams, to wish for more of what feels right and light. This is what sets my soul on fire and moves me in such a profound way that I am blooming into a better version of myself.
I had the pleasure of spending some time with some friends last weekend, and in honoring and following my heart, I am starting to see what it means to experience when they say: Once you are on the path you are meant to be, the Universe lights the way and you emerge from the dark places you’ve felt stuck and lost in.
One of the highlights of last weekend where I got to spend time surrounded by love from friends and family, was doing an astrology natal chart reading for a beautiful soul. Sagittarius was the theme of the chart which I see as synchronicity to preparing us for this Full Moon we get to welcome tonight at 8:42 PM EST. As I dove into the natal chart reading, I realized that what we see or others see in us, is only the surface of what truly lies inside the deepness of our being. We put so much pressure on ourselves in trying to live up to the expectations of the world, and our false sense of what we think we should be, that we lose ourselves. We get buried so deeply by things, people, relationships, and unfulfilling jobs that it is only when we feel we can no longer breathe, that we grasp for air and reach out in desperation looking to heal.
Whoever said that having a hefty bank account, a fancy job title in the corporate world, or being in a relationship for the sake of being deemed as successful, really set the tone for us to lose ourselves along the way. I found myself doing all of these things like many of you, and no matter what I did, how many relationships I had, or different career paths I chose that gave me a false sense of accomplishment for the sake of societies standards, I still felt empty and stuck.
When I finally couldn’t deal with the heaviness, suffocating feelings, my soul slipping away into the darkness and void, I reached out desperately to my angels, higher powers, and to the vast Universe and I begged them to free me from the confinements and prison of all this that was impeding me from truly living. It was then when I realized that the Universe truly has my back and is on my side, but I have to create the space for it in my life, and embrace all it has to offer me.
"Sometimes what you're most afraid of doing is the very thing that will set you free." ~
I think back and invite you to do the same to last year’s Full Moon in Sagitarrius which was in November of 2022. What was set in motion for your growth back then that has led you to where you are today? I bet, a lot has happened even if you haven’t realized it just yet. The subtle thoughts that sneak into your mind daily, the little nudges that tug at your heart when you dare to dream of what your life can be if you only allowed yourself to embrace it; the realization that you want more for yourself than what you have settled for in the past.
This full moon in Sagittarius is a gentle reminder that it is my birth right to want more, dream more, live fully, embrace the simple and joyful moments that inspire me. I get to create my luck each and every time I choose to live according to my souls wants and needs. I give myself permission to be adventurous, wander into my inner world, explore different paths that are meaningful, and embrace the journey I am meant to travel even if it doesn’t make sense to the world outside of me.
May you allow your soul to be free and soar carelessly in dreaming of the world you see in your heart for yourself.